Thread:Furukawa/@comment-2605:6000:1101:64D4:46D:CED4:CD82:9F56-20181126111222/@comment-5203179-20181126153203
Couldn't tell you.
The fact that you're the fifth person (that I know of, at least) that's broken his trust is QUITE an impressive feat, because that guy has literally trust for days. He's been trusting of people that could have stabbed his back at any moment. Me included.
I was not a nice person when he and I first met.
As for your "I have autism" excuse, so do I. So does Julia (my girlfriend). So does he. He didn't even know he had it until he was 14. We all try to act as normal, decent human beings regardless. We act the same both online and in real life - neither of try to tip-toe around anything, we literally face any and all of our challenges headon.
Saying "I have X/Y" is not a valid excuse to act in any way. That includes autism, asperger's or bipolar (I have met plenty of people who says "I'M BIPOLAR SO THAT'S WHY I'M TRYING TO STAB YOU"). Being bipolar, for reference, means that you're either super fucking happy or super depressed. There's rarely (if ever) an inbetween.
I managed to break his trust *twice* and I *barely* got one strike back after he told me something... Very dark and disturbing from his past. I won't say what it is, because frankly, I don't him to lose trust in me again. He's like a brother to me. Always have been. Always will be.
Due to this, I don't pry into his personal affairs, unless he goes out of his way to tell me. His trust is very hard to break... And even harder to even *think* about repairing.
I can't help.